Obraz na okładce: Johannes Borman – Vanitas with vase of flowers and skull, ca. 1653-1660.
whirlpool of mislaid souls
into the whirlpool of mislaid souls
mordant carnage divinely embraced
for sinful angels lusting forfeit
stirred imperfection quietly mourns
submerge away from drifting haloes
prudent mirage of specters enslaved
for dismal marvels changing insane
missed desolation secretly grows
adorned with evil are the heavens
– forever phantasmal empire
all dimmed in unholy coalescence
the bittersweet taste of desire
hidden afar – secretly unfold
a gateway to sempiternal void…
31.10.2003
-oOo-
lure of the temptress
…and betrayed by her passionate kiss
illusion, absorbing my last breath
within the slightest embrace of death
she smiled, how sweet were her scarlet lips
…and enslaved to the lords of abyss
deluge, crying sinful tears – saint wrath
upon darkest corners of the path
we shared, how naive were all my dreams
of excitement, phantasmal mirage
spellbound in divine beauty, hidden
in body labyrinth sleeps damaged
under the black perfume forbidden
lullaby – a key to deception
trapped under the veils of temptation
19.06.2004
-oOo-
suffering euphony flowers
once upon a time, an angel cried
before downfall dead lustful refrain
with sin strangely exhorting betray
under the sable cerecloth of night
from his liquor beloved flower died
after comforting fearful again
with sulfuric dream blessing decay
above the limpid spectrum of light
and tragedy shattered horizon
of marble his torment enshrined
in apple, witness dismal treason
suffering euphony to entwine
the dark as we disrobe innocence
yield to death, appear to evanesce
21.11.2004
-oOo-
question of faith
why…? crystal cathedral can’t you burn
in the freezing winds of northern dark
shadows heartbroken hopefully lurk
for obscure deity to make his turn
why…? dismal ophidian can’t we learn
to forfeit welfare and forget cark
fallen warriors regretfully burke
the azure lady and make her burn
question me not, if… but mesmerize
in arousal debarred prodigy
of nymphs dancing devoid of disguise
under the blackmoon shine misery
brighter than emptiness in torment
death is thy only devoted friend
03.12.2004
-oOo-
within the ruins of eden
oniric landscape when I’m falling
under the tree, with last apple tempted
among dreams rotten by death untouched
you relish the sweetness – I’m stealing
kissess from your lips, not refusing
gnosia of good and evil, you surprised
nudity with darkness cover ashamed
your charms to the skies I’m praising
for eternal heresy! let’s fetter
mutual desire liturgically
with every bite of sin together
embraced in expiation, somewhere
within paradise ruins on barren ground
filled with ambrosia, among black roots…
21.11.2004
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behind the bleak veils
behind the bleak veils of parasite
icons, slain inside the cathedral
allegiance ballad of funebrial
madonna decays, as her daughters
flourish in dark deception colours
repainting slanderous memorial
of lost beholder, across spectral
fields bleeding azure into twilight
oh look! the angels retreat leaving behind
their sovereign, crying blood-red flowers
so secretively into glass stained
with her hatred ambrosia, sour
carnage of marble idols castoff
into oblivion, delight above
6.10.2004
-oOo-
liliaceous remembrance
wailing bride concealed her sweet sorrow
in the azure bijou, lethal kiss
darkened candles devoured the myst
and gently ravished eyes – her hollow
whispering trees revealed the horror
of vicious bethrotal, feral bliss
angered fables ravaged the beast
and gladly erased ways – she follows
up to the rotten gates of garden
where fallen angels dwell higher
within the ruins, broken slumber
skyborn passion estranged the desire
before the jealousy of mother,
orphaned beauty and decayed father
14.11.2004
-oOo-
dancing with knives
in blade was caught scoffing reflection
of suicide… a torture so sweet
to entertain the flesh with sharp bit
sculpturing icon of perfection
in vain all the bloodstream deception
and pride… as collapsar so deep
to slide with pleasure into the pit
opening the maze of perception
voyage begins, likable descent
into the unknown profundity
slightly fading away from crescent
goddess, blessing for those who believe
evil always dwells, in condemned souls
remember… where the white roses grow
04.12.2004
-oOo-
puzzlement of flesh
submersed in the mist of desire
our bodies blend, heavenly passion
reach out for ecstasy, ill tension
forgives the sins and goes higher
above angels whispering denial
in torment tears adore obsession
forbid among stars the sensation
of corporeity, God was the liar
wicked upon the tree of knowledge
only shadows of eternity
still remember temptation, homage
payed to the serpent, how secretly
forsaken my carcass so flattered
without thee I’m nothing but scatter
17.10.2004
-oOo-
where the black roses blossom
indulge yourself within the scent of decay
among moldering fascination estranged
in the dark – where angels of marble betrayed
yearn for dismal redemption drifting away
from light – in search of passageways to regain
their lost dominion of verity depraved,
above lifeless oblivion in flesh engraved
where the black roses blossom… nimbly they sway
how remanded and distant are memories
anticipating paradisiac garden
in divine image – gently corrupting tears
into artist’s sanguine ink gracing wonder
of shattered quills reborn while cryptic flowers
dream… mourning light always beauty devours
18.08.2004
-oOo-
loligo cthulhiana
bestowed to obsequious vanity
in memorial graven creation
waiting for cynical redemption
shivers at it’s despair – secretly
devoured by subaqueous majesty
in sensorial gismo dimension
where absent organic envision
lingers for it’s rebirth – silently
howling imprisoned evermore
far beyond the astral dominion
listless in motion, still in crawl
stargazing inside the oblivion
labyrinth, where idols lay asleep
I turned into terror from the deep
12.09.2004
-oOo-
dulcet are her lips…
dulcet are her lips… delightful innocence
unexploited in arousal binary
of indulgent visions – dressed in ebony
wedding gown malevolent in her disperse
dulcet are her lips… frightful ignorance
unexhausted in baleful tragedy
of virulent crayons – drawn in a diary
burial ground benevolent in her inflames
acerbate her juvenile dreams of passion,
dripping venomous tears – with only one kiss
abide in torment of serpent’s temptation
beneath the old garden and all it’s remains,
where shadows mourn in the delight of grotesque
confined in her limbs… shivering, statuesque
18.08.2004
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irreverent scream
forgive me father, for I have sinned
against your celestial majesty
with question about man’s purity
defiling seraphic throne with filth
believe my mother, the earth so dimmed
misplaced her sweet-heart miss anthropy
with answers about god’s sanity
embracing crystal chalice of guilt
nevermore redeem myself in blood
and saviour’s flesh, raving memories
of illussionary cross… rad
only the devil incarnates bliss
under the ambiguous light of sun
alone in vortex of things bygone
28.09.2004
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Copyright © 2004 by Fabian Filiks.
