ZORORMR – “Kval” (2010)

1. I Dødens Slug


2. Misanthropy

Darkness – my only friend, release me from this curse!
Intoxicated veins with the plague of contempt…
Mankind – the wailful race, in the shadow it creeps!
Devouring my dreams and bathing in disgrace…

Nameless – bound to pretend, hidden hatred for man!
Incarcerated pain waiting to be exempt…
Rewind – to former grace, attempting to redeem!
Killing the beast within, forevermore a slave!

No! I inhale, the freedom’s scent!
They’ll never understand,
what I really am…

[Quazarre Solo]

Silence – until the end, there’s nothing to be said!
Incinerated bane, another failed attempt…
Decline – has left no trace of compassion in me!
Extinguishing consciense, eternally defaced…

Enough! Alone I stand, morbid, empty, insane!
Humilating game – life, abysmal descent…
Into Hell…

3. Kval (Svar Mig, Gud)

“Svar mig, Gud, i dodens slug!
galder ej et frelsens fnug
mandeviljens quantum satis?”*

“How long, wilt thou forget me, O LORD? For ever?
How long wilt thou hide thy face from me?
How long shall I take consel in my soul,
Having sorrow in my heart daily?
How long shall mine enemy be exalted over me?
Consider and hear me, O LORD my God:

Lighten mine eyes,
Lest I sleep the sleep of death;

Lest mine enemy say, I have prevailed against him;
And those that trouble me rejoice when I am moved.
But I have trusted in thy mercy;
My heart shall rejoice in thy salvation.
I will sing unto the LORD /of suffering/,
Because he hath dealt bountifully with me.

Lighten mine eyes,
Lest I sleep the sleep of death;”**
Darken the skies
Lest I have my final breath!

And so I fade away from this world,
liberated, suffering no more
blessed be thy holy name, O LORD
into thy hands I commend my soul…

4. Beyond Atonement

Oh insane monotony,
thy ludicrous structures
alternate not…

Mortification, sans violance
she watered boredom flowerets
singing merciful canto
of sombre annoyance…

Without apologies
ingorged I was by existance invalid,
far beyond atonement.

Inveigled with silence,

Trying to return the indearment,
licking sorrily her ego
with my defiance…

echoes invidiously within…

Exanimate me…
where ill-omened heart festers
still, drowning our memories
in soothing whirlpools
of absinthe

Again and again…

5. Threnody For Him

Infuriate my stillness
with a blasphemous verse,
until I fall in ashes
of dreams that we once shared…

Nothing can bring us solace,
no comfort is here to stay,
nevermore in Heaven
banished and always astray…

Imprisoned below the Earth,
the burden of light you bear.
Renounced above from your birth.
Morning Star that you once were!
Shattered wings, pride is burnt,
hollow soul in endless chains.
Destined to never return,
unable to fly again.


6. Every Night I Die

Imprisoned maggots crawling inside
my brain – feeding again…
So helpless in sorrow, longing for
reprisal – slipping away…

From reality. Shadowing past
and life itself, I hate…
My infirmity hiding beneath
the dreams – put in the grave.

Never estranged and never derenged
But torn apart, I lie
Obsessed with torment, immoral bend
Yeah! every night I die.

Insanity – release me from my pain,
I drowse awakened, like a fucking slave!
Cleanse my body, from the suicide stain.
Just close your eyes – and let me go away…

Hatred for man, forever I am
tormented by your sins.
Cold inside, striving to cry again
needles under my skin.

Every fucking breath feels like a knife
cutting me deep inside.
Scourge the eyes, mortify soul so fine
but end my life tonight.

Darkness – embrace me in thy wretched womb…
Darkness – bury me in thy filthy tomb…

I submit my soul, so down below
accept my offering!
Quickly release me from this world, and
receive truth sickening!

And the abyss unfolds, lifeless, slow
devouring my life.
Awakening has destroyed it all
I will not die tonight!

7. Revelation 9:11

…And they had a king over them,
which is the angel of the bottomless pit,
whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon,
but in the Greek tongue hath his name Apollyon…

Nightmares, they never go away
enslaved with fear, trembling even as I pray…

…And I saw a falling star from heavens above
carrying the key below the ground…

Hollows of eternity!

…And there arose a smoke out of the bottomless pit
darkening the sun and the air with grief…

Echoes of humanity!

Angel… rise with the tormenting locust
Angel… drown the withering hopes in
Embers… fall into the darkness within
Anger… sore heart mourning at the carcass…

Of God!

Over the horizon of despair
Meaningless idols’ expiring glare
Deceived by the prophet, awakened
Between life and death, forever
I am!

8. The Antichrist

Above the wailing circumference…
inflections of oblivion unstrained endure.
Shivers asleep exculpate seduction
of Nazarene, chimerical silhouette.

Outside – equation of chrismal synthesis.
Detested fornication lasts nevermore.

Below the fading interference…
reflections of ophidian unfaithful lure.
Servants weep at unblessed liberation
of Antichrist, from eternal oubliette.

Inside – variation of dismal genesis
Inverted ascension lasts forever more

Within subtle martyrdom
indigent beings drown,
leaving reveries
in visional adoration
of solitude.

Behold the still reigning abhorrence…
deflections of salvation unfair conjure.
Harlots creep to witness incarnation
of Hel, finally lifting the veil!

9. Himmelens Rike


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